I was happy that our couple remarried however some parts of it left my heart aching for them both. We know Zach loves Kendall you can see it in the way he looks at her he doesn't want to love her but he cannot help it he loves her deeply.

He stays aloof because he got used to lately whenever Kendall and him talk something in that conversation will pierce his heart i.e Ryass stuff and yesterday was one one of those days from when Kendall HAD to choose which man to marry of course Ryass was there will give him a bit of a kudos for knowing he couldn't be the one to marry her.

When the minister was performing the wedding even though it wasn't shown I was wondering if Zach was thinking of their last vows and how happy they were when the minister said you can kiss he just turned around and left the room because in my opinion it was too much for him they had so much love they were so happy and now in his mind Kendall doesn't want him and is forced to marry him ...

Our girl Loves Zach I think she thinks he doesn't love her and that's why she has attached herself to Ryass had a feeling she was also thinking of their happy times and how much she was loved and when Zach came in she was crying for what she had lost THE stupid writers of course had to put Ryass flashback in there too grrrr but when she said she was thinking of Ryass you could see the hurt in Zach and I could feel that figurative knife piercing his heart again .
I remembered when he told K after the Aidan fiasco "You want to know how it feels to picture Aidan's grubby hands caressing your perfect skin? You want to know how that feels? It feels like a knife in my throat. Over and over and over again. When I get that image in my mind, and I can't get it out. And if I'd known that that picture was going to be in my mind every second of every day, I would have chosen to stay in that hole in the ground for the rest of my life" substitute the name with Ryass's ....


I think our girl still hasn't dealt with the fact that Zach donated his swimmers to her sister and the I wanted to sleep with Reese stuff also the fact that he did have sex with Liza not sure why it is bothering her so much (the Liza sex) when she was nonchalant to Zach about her sleeping with Ryass anyhow that is a whole new post lol

my point is they both made mistakes some bigger than the others some in most cases unforgivable but they got past it except the mistakes after she woke up from her heart transplant operation. Right now I still say Kendall is still shell shocked from everything that has happened to her family and hasn't dealt with any of her feelings yet she has reacted to them but hasn't dealt with them.

I am so happy that they are married and this will bring them closer,
but I was very sad about the way everything went down yesterday.. I didn't like that Zach suggested she needed to chose between them and that Ryan could testify against her too. I hated that it was Ryan (as Kendall didn't realize on her own) that if she went to jail she wouldn't be with her boys..
I hated that she hugged Ryan and told him she loved him in front of Zach ..I hated that the ceremony was so short.. I hated that Zach just walked away from her and I hated that she didn't tell Zach she was thinking about her last marriage to him, she told him she was thinking about Ryan..
I hate that Erica wasn't there for them, that really didn't make any sense to me..
And I hate Ryan so much it hurts...

IA I hated all that too it was really sad
and Kendall hugging Ryass and telling him she loved him it was yet another knife bulls eye to Zach's heart :cry however I think our girl slowly but surely will get her bearings and start to think and feel really feel again and talk to Zach
I mean with both of them sitting down and talking no secrets no careful of not hurting the others feelings I want full disclosure and hashing out everything that has happened to realize what went wrong and start rebuilding their relationship

I want this too, but with Pratt's writing we'll never see it.. He's attempting to make Ryan look the good guy in all of this and will probably have Zach grateful to him for giving Kendall up..


I need to stop watching for a while, what's happening now is not making me feel better. yes I'm glad they are married, but I hate the devotion to Ryan and the jealousy of Zach on Kendall's part

Is Kendall trying to convince herself she loves Ryan or is she doing this to twist the knife a tiny bit more in Zach's heart. Even though I love my girl I have to admit that I wanted to shake some sense into her today
especially when Erika told her Z loved her her response was before or after he had sex with Liza :thud :thud :thud