I must admit . . . its been awhile for me since I felt any love from Kendall to Zach and I was getting very worried. I mean we saw it from Zach just by his confessing to the murder to protect Kendall. But I haven't been feeling a whole lot from Kendall.

Today . . . I SAW it with my own eyes!!! Kendall's face literally lit up when Zach walked in the room. She was so happy that he was out and finally able to be with Ian. And when Zach said he would NOT let her go to prison and very tentively touched her hand . . . my heart melted.

They have a long way to go . . . but I'm going along for the ride!!

And . . . I haven't gotten to see Kendall's crazy jealous dance over Liza yet, but I am REALLY looking forward to seeing it tonight on SoapNet.

LOVE Kendall being jealous over Zach. LOVE IT!!!

I have always seen the love Kendall has for Zach, and I have also seen her trying to hide it from herself and everyone else..
The way she looks at him says it all. She thought she had lost Zach forever so she settled for Ryan.. Even Ryan sees the love she has for Zach, that's why he is always questioning her feelings for him..
And I'm pretty sure we'll see it even more tomorrow :wub:

IA I have seen the love in Kendall's eyes for Zach she doesn't look at the other guy the same way EVEN today when she asked that guy if they were ok there was no fire BUT whenever she looks at Zach her eyes make all the talking she just couldn't communicate it to Zach in words for a while now
She knew she had messed up and if Zach walked this time it would be for good so she settled for the safe guy the one that doesn't really reach the depth of her heart and soul like Zach does.

My friend Megan (nutmeg) when we were discussing Zendall
she said it best the girl has a way with words :)
She said Kendall has never ever had anyone love her first because of the way she was conceived later given up for adoption... Ryan won't hurt her when he leaves BUT if Zach leaves Kendall will be devastated. Also that Kendall didn't want to think how happy she was with Zach and worried if she was too happy she would lose it all.

I agree that Kendall loves Zach. But, Kendall has also always wanted what she wants, when she wants it, and how she wants it. Even she acknowledges that.

Kendall wanted Zach to focus on her, and only her, and their family. But, Kendall wanted to focus on her family, her ex-lover's family, her BFF's family, etc. She's going to have to let go of some of that insecurity and she is going to have to acknowledge that her insistence on having Ryan as such a presence in her life is now, and always has been, a bit unfair and unreasonable. Yes, Ryan is Spike's father. That doesn't mean that Ryans wants, needs, and opinions should be given the same weigh as that of Zach's...especially if Zach and Kendall are to remain married.

Just as Zach is going to have to come to terms with the fact that his first and only loyalty is to Kendall their family and not to whichever needy PV citizen happens to dump their secrets in his lap, expecting him to keep 'em at all costs.

My hope is that they both have learned a serious lesson about not taking one another, and their relationship, for granted. Love was never their problem. Stubbornness, a failure to communicate, and a growing lack of trust left to fester uncontrollably brought them to divorce court. I'm glad that they will be addressing some of these issues and hope that we can have a respite from the attempts to dismantle this couple by the writers.